i've started a new "blog", the first post of which details my experience at last night's STP show
http://NOyieldingCODE.blogs.linkbucks.com



in the meantime, you should check out


you get money (well, fractons of a penny) every time someone clicks a link you've posted. just sayin, free money is always good.

livejournal says i last updated 39 weeks ago. i honestly dont think i can even remember what i may have talked about without looking. wow...

fuck it, i'm drinking.












but as if that wasn't good enough, also

i know i haven't updated in forever, but i would like to inform you all that on friday may ninth i have a date with some marijuana and a little band from england called radiohead. front and center, approx 30 rows back.


I AM SO FUCKING EXCITED!!!!

hello all. i know it's been awhile. just thought i'd check in.

i bought a car. it's a blue 2008 suzuki reno hatchback. it has nitrogen in the tires instead of regular air which is supposed to be better for gas mileage. it also has side airbags and stuff like that.

( anywho, here are some pics )

"I saw you swinging
Swinging your mothers sword
I know youre playing but
Sometimes the rules get hard

But if somebody left you out on a ledge
If somebody pushed you over the edge
If somebody loved you and left you for dead
You got to hold on to your time till you break
Through these times of


trouble"



thanks chris, i'll certainly try

so i was in walmart earlier and i saw a cd that has lullaby versions of pink floyd songs. i didn't get it though.

hmm, i just looked on amazon and:


apparently they have a whole series of those things...including *puke* nirvana.



other than that, not much more to report. i'm trying to get a job working with coca-cola but i havent heard anything yet. so right now i'm just here working a stupid ass grocery store job for 8/hr...and i have like 25 bucks till wednesday. AND i need gas (and to also eat) :(

so...for...hell, i don't know, a year and a half at least i had been smoking a pack of marlboro menthol lights a each and every day (with few variations) and smoking smaller amounts before that.
but, i had started to really have heart problems...like i didn't go to the doctors or anything but my heart would just beat like fucking crazy and my nose would bleed and when i shaved my blood was REALLY thinned out and it was hard to stop it. and i'd have chest pains.
it's funny, because if you aren't addicted to something and experience this sort of thing (at least it's been this way for me), you can't really comprehend the concept of "hitting rock bottom"...but i did. i had tried to quit before unsuccessfully...mostly because i didn't really want to. i mean, i did want to, but, i didn't really have something to drive me to quit.
but, since october 17th at approx. 7:00PM i have only consumed one pack of cigarretes. and it wasn't like spaced out or anything...i went four or five days with one, got pissed off at work, bought a pack, smoked it over a day and a half, felt like shit, and then quit again.



now, if only i could get rid of this shitty job and move out of this house...

so, apparently, i inadvertedly routinely give off the impression that i am gay.


sorry for the confusion, but i'm not.


(not that those who are mistaken are going to read this)

well, if there's one thing that north carolina is good for, it's not outlawing everclear. mmmm...yay 190 proof alcohol :)



oh, and fuck the yankees

there's a bar in charlotte called the flying saucer (apparently they have them a couple other places in the states) and they have an open mic night on mondays (along with 2.50 pint draft beers...and they have literally over 100 beers on draft) and i'm thinking about going up there and doing a set. the problem is that usually when people are up there they play "bar friendly" songs and while i'll play a few...i'll probably end up playing stuff people either don't care about or won't know. here's what i'm thinking. also, they guy has it set up so you can only play acoustic...if you try to play electric with his equipment it sounds shitty.

open with an instrumental from the final fantasy 8 soundtrack called "breezy"
(and then in no order)
pearl jam - last kiss
the beatles - daytripper
foo fighters - times like these
pearl jam - untitled/mfc
temple of the dog - hunger strike
pearl jam - rearviewmirror

definately too much PJ...but whatta ya gonna do? speaking of "PJ", i thiought of doing some PJ Harvey...but i dunno how that'd go over :P

god i havent been on here in for ever. god. dont ever drink wild irish rose wine unless you like hte aftertaste of cherries. or unless you want to drink a wine that's like 18% alc/vol. i've recently begun listening to anthrax and slayer. hahahahahahahaha. satanism. (or psuedo satanism, as it actually is)

DREW CAREY IS THE NEW HOST OF THE PRICE IS RIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



you heard it here first

man, i had a dream last night that i was at a PJ Harvey concert, front row...and she noticed my pearl jam tshirt, and we started talking about random things and we were just bullshitting in general
...while everyone else is waiting for her to start playing. she invited me backstage to smoke some green, but before i could i woke up, and i was extremely disappointed.
that sort of thing seems to be happening a lot...
having a wonderful dream where i'm happy and having a great time...and then i wake up and realize i have to be at work in an hour.

the biggest cop out of all time, when being presented with realistic evidence of there not being a god, is "...well it's that way because god is just testing your faith"

fuck you. come up with something more concrete than that, please.

"...and i listen...
for the voice inside my head


nothing.




i do this one myself."\


im pretty drunk

and im pretty sure i admitted to being a virgin



oh well.

why is it so fucking hard to find a guitar tab for della brown????

i mean usually there's at least a tab that's half wrong, but at least it's something. NO ONE has a tab for della brown.

ftw

oh okay cbs.
let's interrupt the price is right so we can watch bush pretty much talk about how much he fucking loves war.

that's MUCH more important than bob barker.






fuck tha police

forget my last entry.

it's now a
( full fledged lusting )

i am in love with pj harvey.


(not literally)