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so...for...hell, i don't know, a year and a half at least i had been smoking a pack of marlboro menthol lights a each and every day (with few variations) and smoking smaller amounts before that.
but, i had started to really have heart problems...like i didn't go to the doctors or anything but my heart would just beat like fucking crazy and my nose would bleed and when i shaved my blood was REALLY thinned out and it was hard to stop it. and i'd have chest pains.
it's funny, because if you aren't addicted to something and experience this sort of thing (at least it's been this way for me), you can't really comprehend the concept of "hitting rock bottom"...but i did. i had tried to quit before unsuccessfully...mostly because i didn't really want to. i mean, i did want to, but, i didn't really have something to drive me to quit.
but, since october 17th at approx. 7:00PM i have only consumed one pack of cigarretes. and it wasn't like spaced out or anything...i went four or five days with one, got pissed off at work, bought a pack, smoked it over a day and a half, felt like shit, and then quit again.



now, if only i could get rid of this shitty job and move out of this house...

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bleedingxxme
Oct. 29th, 2007 11:03 pm (UTC)
Thats awesome that you quit smoking. I know how addictions are and what its like to hit rock bottom, but thats really good to hear. :)
pepelamochila
Nov. 8th, 2007 05:51 pm (UTC)
thanks
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